Matter Out of Place – Jar of Loose Change

The object I chose for this prompt is a plastic jar I got in my second year of high school. I got it after buying some overpriced popcorn from a school club fundraiser, and after finishing the popcorn, I decided to hold on to the jar since it looked useful. I cleaned it completely, as I did not want to attract insects to my room or allow mold to grow from the food residue. This jar that once held food would be seen as completely out of place in my bedroom, a location that is in no way associated with food storage, making this jar, in the eyes of Mary Douglas, waste. Not only is this matter out of place, but the container was also intended to have the lifespan of the food within it. Once the food inside had been consumed, it was meant to be thrown away, just like any other container. This knowledge makes the container out of place no matter where you decide to keep it. Once the food that lives in the container is gone, the container is meant to be out of sight, an idea we use for most of the waste in our lives.

Hoarding and Cleaning – Kaiya

I collect jewelry, I have about 65 bracelets and necklaces, 30 rings, 20 pairs of earrings, and about 35 nose studs/rings. I make jewelry and in my family, there has been a tradition of passing on jewelry, and for many years I have acquired a growing selection of jewelry. I see this as a way for me to connect with my spirituality while also bringing personal enjoyment. I adorn myself with jewelry because I think that it is a beautiful form of expression. Over time I have also gotten more piercings that have allowed for different sub-sections of my collection. I have significantly downsized my jewelry since moving out, but there is still a large amount of pieces that I currently have in my space. I think that someone could definitely make the argument that this is a form of hoarding, seeing that it takes up a large amount of space and that I have a personal connection with almost all of my pieces. It was very hard for me to leave some of my jewelry behind and I also have lots of tools to make more pieces. My collection does not usually affect my cleaning routines, but it is very easy to make a mess with jewelry; I find myself leaving jewelry on different surfaces and forgetting about it until I need to use the surface. Despite these worries, I will continue my collection because it is something that is important in my life and gives me personal satisfaction.

 

Buying Group Albums Makes me Happy

I have a friend who likes the same groups as I listen to and she got me an album which I still have and I am grateful to have a friend like her. Ever since that day, I had like a bit of an adrenaline-filled feeling of happiness. I thought that it was gonna be my first and last, but. was wrong. I started buying albums in mid-2018 and now I have about 10-ish albums that contain stickers, photo cards, photo albums, and some other goodies. Then I started buying merchandise like fan-made photo cards, blankets, stuffed toys, dolls, and some pillows. These items make me happy that I recently bought tickets to see one of the solo artists this October. Luckily I’m not buying as much as before because I’m managing my account pretty well so I think it was like a type of hoarding addiction at some point but not anymore. 🙂

Hoarding

I believe that I have more trinkets than the common college student. I love buying trinkets, and organizing them, and having them to look at and on display. I personally don’t think that people could make an argument about this being a hoarding situation. People could probably say that it is a waste of money, which I would strongly disagree with. I have these to make myself feel good. They bring me joy, and I don’t see a problem with it. They don’t over consume my space or time. I also have found ways to budget for them. I don’t overspend my money on them anymore, and when I did I recognized it as a problem and worked to fix it. I believe that these trinkets can produce waste. They often come in excessive packaging and even when you get them from a vintage shop, they proceed to wrap them in tons of tissue paper. I do wish that they were packaged differently than what they are. The production of waste from my collection is my least favorite thing about it. I don’t know how to fix the waste from the packaging but, my trinkets themselves are not waste. 

Am I a hoarder??

The type of items that I own the most of are definitely clothes. There are a few reasons for this, the first of which being that I haven’t bothered giving away any of my old clothing that I’ve gone through since I was about 12. As I’ve outgrown clothes and moved through different phases with my style, I’ve simply bought more clothes and not gotten rid of the old ones. Also, I think that I do have a bit of an issue at the moment with buying clothes that I don’t really need. If I have money, one of the main things that it will go towards is clothing, and I am annoyed with myself for this because it would definitely be better if I saved the money for when I really needed it. And yet, I still buy the clothing. What this results in is an accumulation of these items, on top of my preexisting stash of old clothing from middle and high school. I guess the combination of the sheer volume of these items that I possess and also the fact that I compulsively keep buying more even when a big part of me doesn’t want to and it stresses me out, could pose a compelling argument for hoarding. However, I don’t think that that lens completely captures the essence of the issue, because I would have no problem giving away the old clothes that I don’t wear- I just haven’t worked up the initiative to sort through them and take them somewhere to be donated. I honestly think that my desire to keep buying new clothes and reworking my wardrobe is rooted in a need to continuously work towards a superficial type of “self improvement” that I substitute in for doing more difficult work on myself, and then when this doesn’t work I just try again and buy more stuff. My understanding is that this is a very common issue in capitalist America, as we are constantly bombarded with messages that buying certain products will make us happy. I don’t think that this is my “fault” or the “fault” of anyone else with this same mindset, but it is certainly a large societal issue which leads to a lot of waste, and which I myself have to actively work on. Maybe all of that is just an explanation for the underpinnings of something that could accurately be described as hoarding behavior, but the clothes that I own aren’t taking over my space or making my space messy or unlivable, which I understand to be a crucial element of hoarding. So, I do think that it is a different thing, that could possibly (hopefully not) progress into a type of hoarding if left unchecked.

Place out of Matter

Something I use everyday that can be considered as waste is my plastic cup. Yes, I may use the cup a few more times after the first use but I eventually throw it away. It’s considered waste because once I feel as if its use is no longer needed then I no longer have to keep it. I would rinse the cup and reuse it for the day sometimes but I would not keep it for multiple days.

 

Mary Douglas implies that “washing, scrubbing, isolating, and disinfecting has only a superficial resemblance with ritual purification”. We focus a lot on hygiene and whether or not something is clean or dirty. For instance if the worshipers didn’t shower, they would be wasting time trying to pray because they were impure. Anyone who would be in contact with them, clean or dirty will become impure. In my cup scenario, since it’s been left on the counter for hours after being cleaned, it can become dirty because it’s an open cup and could easily be contaminated, therefore it’s a waste.



Hoarding

 After searching through my place I’ve realized that I have a lot of sandals. Each summer I add to my sandal collection because I try not to wear the same stuff. Currently I have about 20 pairs but I’m missing the other pair from a couple of them. I have so many pairs of sandals that if I wear a different pair every day it would take me 20 days to get back to the pair I first wore. I wouldn’t consider myself a hoarder because I wear my sandals but just in the summer. It may take me a while to wear them all but I like to switch things up. People may think I’m a hoarder because they only switch between two or three pairs but since I have more it could seem like it’s too much, which it is.Having all my sandals is not a result of a bad cleaning habit, it’s just because I like to change up my style. Also when I think I lost a pair, I end up buying another pair.

 

I believe that most people would agree that an apple core is waste. No one will eat the full apple and anyone who will doesn’t want just the core and the seeds. I think that Mary Douglas can help us with all the religious examples around food waste. Those people were afraid of getting sick and so when they would get sick from food it was then a spiritual reason. I don’t think people nowadays are spiritually afraid of apple cores but that people don’t want to get sick from it. It has other people’s germs all over it, and depending on how long it’s been sitting it might be molding or decomposing. It might be just me but there is also this cultural thing of not eating the core of an apple. I think that people find it odd or abnormal behavior. No one wants to be seen as abnormal in a bad way, so of course they aren’t going to eat the apple core if everyone else around them thinks of it as waste.

Hoarding

In my space now I am actually lacking a lot of my usual clutter. Back home my bookshelves are overflowing with books and knick knacks from all ages and stages of my life. I like to call it my personal museum. Without the clutter that I have collected though it has allowed me to start new collections which have yet to grow very much. So far the thing I have found myself filling my space with the most has been food. Last year the dining commons and I didn’t get along so this year I have an overabundance of non perishable foods like snacks and microwave meals stacked and in boxes all over my room. That and cooking items.. So many pots, pans, spices,  bowls etc. But the only thing that makes it a bigger deal or more of a clutter is it being in a space that it normally is not. If all of my items were in a kitchen I doubt someone would even really notice that they existed.

Am I a newspaper hoarder?

One of the benefits of my Pedal People routes is that I encounter many customers who still subscribe to paper media.  I regularly ‘harvest’ from their paper recycling bins magazines and newspapers, which I would never buy.  (How is $60 a year a good deal?)  Incredibly, many of these seem to be barely touched, like a household that seems to have an almost unopened New York Times Sunday edition every week.  I don’t care about the news of course, since it’s already really out of date, and we get a free digital subscription.  But I pull out the sections that aren’t time sensitive which would be fine to read whenever, like the magazine, arts section, and book review.  I do this almost every week, but I don’t read them at this pace.  And they seem to be piling up.  I’ve thrown them all on one shelf on a bookcase, at least to keep them somewhere contained.

Ethan's bookshelf, with the lower level filled with collected newspapers and magazines

Ethan’s bookshelf, with the lower level filled with collected newspapers and magazines

What’s happening here?  Why am I holding onto these, some of which are over half a year old?  And I keep adding to the pile, even though I know I’m not keeping up?  This seems to fall into the DSM 5’s diagnostics of hoarding: “The difficulty discarding possessions results in the accumulation of possessions that congest and clutter active living areas and substantially compromises their intended use. If living areas are uncluttered, it is only because of the interventions of third parties.”  The only reason I really have them on this shelf is to minimize the amount my roommates may complain.  Is my difficulty with getting rid of them based on my “perceived need to save the items and to distress associated with discarding them?”  It’s not like I’m going to get to these eventually at this point.

In contrast to the DSM, Herring makes the argument that hoarding in this sense has a particular cultural history.  For centuries meaning only gathering of wealth, hoarding as a concept that now seems commonsense emerged in the 1940s.  Key to this is not just that many materials have been gathered, but they are disorganized.  That brings our attention to what the assumed ‘proper’ form of order is, which is culturally specific, often bound with unacknowledged class and racial assumptions.  Psychology takes over from there, equating a messy domestic interior with a messy psychological interiority.  The ‘disorder’ in my house is assumed to be the result of a ‘disorder’ in my head.

Ethan's bookshelf, zoomed in on newspaper shelf

I’m not sure if this is a lack of cleaning on my part.  If anything, one could interpret it as a sign that I’m trying to clean.  Everything is contained on this shelf.  The papers are laid fairly neatly.  And they’re even mostly organized reverse chronologically!  (Although to be fair, that’s just because I keep placing the newer ones on the top of the pile.)  So I’m inclined to think of this not as a mental disorder, as the DSM would have us believe, but as a social construction of this thing called hoarding, which as Herring showed has a specific historical origin, despite the DSM’s claim to universal science.  But maybe I’m just trying to avoid admitting I have a problem (which is listed in the DSM!).

Regardless, I should probably check in with my roommates about what they think of my collection.