Double or nothing

I need to fidget and because of that I have made some interesting fidget toys based on them  having a nice texture.  An example of that is I had a single-use lidocaine patch like one of the big pad ones. I put the patch on my body for pain management and it helped. While I was putting it on I noticed it had a nice squish to it so once it was done I took it off and folded it in half. I just kept it for about a month or two to just feel it. I would roll it up, it would be squishy kind of like one of those little mini Squishy toys. And because of that material that I was made out of it was also cold and so when it was hot in my dorm I could also just put it near my face and it’d be cold and nice. I wasn’t using the object for its intended purpose. Well I did use it for its intended purpose and then I found another purpose after. I’ll probably do that again if I  need to use another lidocaine patch. The Object is disposable because it only has one use, to be put on your body to numb the pain and when it’s been on long enough then you can take it off and throw it away.  While cleaning my room I did end up throwing it away because it was the floor and it got a bit gross and dirty. It’s quite frustrating how many things are single use, which is why I normally stick to lidocaine creams, especially the roll-on kind. As those can be used multiple times even if the packaging isn’t super great.