Dumpster Diving

I found it in the dumpsters behind the colorful houses. It’s a small glass jar. I liked its shape. I’m going to use it to hold bobby pins. 

I felt like a bird hunting. I think that might sound crazy, but that’s what I felt like. And it was fun. But I also didn’t want anyone to see me. I didn’t want anyone to catch me rummaging through the dumpsters. So I moved quickly. And I didn’t want to leave but I was scared someone would walk by at any moment so I left before I could look through everything. 

A line from Diving into the Wealth of Food Waste in America by Alex V. Barnard reads, These corporations promote disposable goods over reusable ones, design rapidly obsolete products, and ensure that repair is more expensive than replacement.” I think this glass container was treated as waste because it was produced to be waste. Waste is necessary for capitalism to function, as Barnard explains, “waste is thus not an ‘externality’ or ‘failure’ of the market but a source of value and driver of production in a capitalist system”. Capitalists profit off of disposable products. Although this glass jar is reusable, it is more profitable when thought of and treated as disposable. So we as consumers have been trained to view it as such.

Rescues from the Trash

I retrieved a red ribbon from a chocolate box in the recycling. I was going to throw something away in my common room with my mom and when I looked in I saw a red ribbon. I was initially just going to throw the red ribbon away because I often have a hard time keeping something from the trash, but this was from a recycling bin, and seemed really clean. I put it in my pocket and continued on with my day, until later that evening I gave it to my cat. My cat, Perron, loves ribbons and plays with toys all the time. When he saw it, it was instant excitement. I don’t have a picture because I don’t know where he has put it. I think back on it now and I’m glad I rescued the ribbon. It is going to bring lots of joy to Perron, and that in turn brings me joy. I know this object was thrown away because it was packaging, and no one keeps packaging anymore. I do know if it was mine from the get go, the ribbon would have been a no brainer. I don’t know if people should have treated it differently just because I would, doesn’t mean everyone should.

Painting from the middle of nowhere

last summer I found a really cool painting out by the side of the rode it VT. I’d just finished a backpacking trip and was hiking along a forest service rode to get back to a town where I could be picked up, and someone had dumped this landscape painting of what I assume were the Green Mountains off on the side of the road. I was miles from civilization and the only vehicles on that road at all were forest service trucks, so I have no idea how the painting ended up there. It was really well done, and still in pretty good shape even though it was raining at the time and it had definitely gotten wet. I picked it up and walked with it the rest of the way, and put it up in my room at home when I got back.  It’s still there, although I don’t have any photos of it on hand. I don’t know why the painting would have been seen as waste- I guess someone was trying to get rid of it, but it seems like there are a lot of other, more obvious ways to dispose of something like that than to throw it in the middle of the woods. I definitely would not consider it to be waste, it’s beautiful and someone obviously put a lot of effort into making it, so I’m glad I found it and was able to salvage it.

Dumpster Diving with my Nose Plugged

Ewww, me a dumpster diver. One of the most disgusting things I’ve done. Even through my doubled gloves I still felt the filthiness creeping up my finger tips. At my friends apartment, one of her neighbors threw away a desk. It was neither the fanciest nor the cheapest one I’ve ever seen but it was decent. We didn’t necessarily take it out the dumpster but with a whole 2 cans of Lysol and good wash, it could be back in use. To me there was nothing wrong with it. Maybe someone didn’t need it anymore but it was still able to be use. Instead of stoving it into a dumpster with trash, it could’ve been donated or given to the good will. For an item the wasn’t completely worn down or broken, doesn’t belong in the dumpster.

Is it really waste?

One thing that seems useful to me is the cardboard from a cereal box. Upon writing this post, I just took out my trash yesterday, so having to dig through it was not terribly dreadful, as the only other thing in the trash was small scraps of paper. While it was not particularly dirty, I still handled it as if it were, using just my fingertips and placing it on a different surface right away. It has been a couple of days since I last wrote the first part of this post, and I have been able to find a use for the cardboard. The way that one of my friend’s dorms is located makes it where the Dining Commons outdoor night lights shine into his room. Therefore, they were going around asking people if they had any cardboard that he could use to make blackout curtains in their window. When it came to assembling the cardboard, I noticed that despite it being easy to tear, I instead reached for scissors. With the leftover smaller pieces that were not going to be used, I threw them into the trash can, and it wasn’t until now that I realized that they probably could still have been used just in a different way. I would say that because of the strongly individualized responsibility for handling waste, this has made it so that if I don’t plan on reusing something considered wasteful myself, I oftentimes forget that others could find a way to use it. Both the leftover cardboard and even paper scraps that surrounded it in my trash could possibly be used by the Queer Community Alliance Center’s Art Lab. I think getting rid of things always comes seasonally, even in college say for example, at the end of a year dorm cleanouts. However, the past few readings have motivated me to partake in the sharing of goods on a more consistent level. In the same way that taking out the literal trash is a weekly practice, finding places to give away things to friends or places on campus that could use such materials on a regular basis is something that I think would benefit me and others. 

Delaying

I will fidget with anything not nailed down if you let me. Just in front of me as I write this I have a few beech tree seeds, a folded up piece of foil, and some paper straw wrappers I’ve rolled into spirals. While the seeds serve an actual function in nature, the foil and straw wrappers are just repurposed “waste” of various meals. To me, these objects aren’t waste, at least not yet. They’re still being used, even if not in their intended manner. The line is very thin though, I accumulate them at a rapid pace, and they wear out easily, generally disintegrating within a month, so even a fully functional fidget becomes waste very quickly when I realize I need to trim the herd. I haven’t “saved from the dumpster” any of the wrappers in my fidget repertoire, the all end up there eventually, just not on the same day they things they contain are eaten or used. In this way, they are waste waiting to happen, I’m just delaying the inevitable trip to the dumpster.

Examples of the straw wrapper/paper spirals I fidget with.

The Pile

I have so many bike parts. Just in my dorm room alone, I have several pairs of pedals, a few handlebars, and a spare wheel just to name a few, and that’s before counting the stuff I actually need on my bike when I’m out on a ride. Back at home, I probably have enough parts lying around my basement to assemble two whole new bikes now I think about it. According to DSM-V, this isn’t a symptom of a hoarding disorder, as it is best explained by “restricted interests in autism spectrum disorder.” I think the clutter in the basement is a result of a lack of cleaning; I get so fixated on wrenching on whatever project I’m working on that the cleaning just gets left for later, leading to all my tools, parts, and consumables getting churned into The Pile, making it look like there’s a lot more stuff than there actually is. I did a big round of cleaning at the end of the summer, and its amazing how little space things take up when they’re packed in an organized manner. I also try to offer parts to people who need them for their projects, even if I just give them away for free. I feel guilty for every cool cheap vintage component I have floating around the basement; I didn’t buy them for paperweights, these components are meant to be used.

A sampling of the various spare parts in my dorm

One mans shit is another ones soil

Biomass is biomass, doesn’t really matter where it comes from. My family is huge into composting, so I’m used to dealing with large amounts of the slimy detritus of what used to be food. It doesn’t smell good, and might make you throw up if you eat it, but just wash your hands if you get any on you and you’ll be fine. While theoretically I should feel the same way about digested food as I do decomposed food, I still have a higher level of suspicion around shit than compost. I think this, at least to me, has to do with the way each one is produced. The experience of generating a banana peel is a lot more pleasant than generating a nasty shit. One of these is a joyous, nutritious, flavorful experience, whereas the other one is a chore at best and a soul-destroying, painful, and messy process at worst. In our tour of the Kern, our guide (whose name I am completely blanking on right now) told us that while we can use the products of the composting toilets for planting decorative plants, we can’t plant anything edible. This makes some sense, there isn’t a lot of science out there about what exactly bioaccumulates in human shit and if/how that gets transferred to plants grown in it, but our guide also mentioned that there were some people suggesting the composted shit be allowed to cure even longer before they start planting. To me, this comes from a seed of legitimate fear, but peoples projection of bad memories of how shit is created leads to these fears being overblown, leading to less interest in studying how to best use this untapped resource.

Collections

I like to collect various things, so I tend to have large amounts of the same thing within my spaces. One of the things I collect are rocks, which can be found on my window and in various unused flower pots. I also collect coins, which I keep in collector books and a jar. Besides the things I choose to collect, I do not have large amounts of other things. I don’t think anyone could make the argument that this is a form of hoarding because not only are the quantities within my collections controlled, but they also do not significantly impact my life. When I find I have too many rocks, I choose some to put back outside/in the garden, and my coin collection is limited to the space within the collection books. I do not keep duplicate coins, nor do I keep any that are not within a collector’s series, I instead put them in a jar until I have enough to bring to the bank, and they are put back into circulation. I also don’t really have an excess of any other items, like receipts, boxes, etc, because I regularly clean my space and remove anything that isn’t necessary to keep.

SHIT

For racism and imperialism to work there needs to be as much separation between the oppressor and the oppressed as can be manufactured. The oppressed must be turned into something subhuman inorder to justify violence. Or the oppressor must become something greater than human, so that those once perfectly human activities can be villainized. The requirements for entry are always changing. They are created to be ever inaccessible. When poop became used to justify racism, the value of poop vanished. Our current waste management is so shit, our human/planet health is so shit because of racism. The health of the earth is the plaything of racism and imperialism. When we hurt each other the earth is hurt in the process. How many of our modern day beliefs around ‘health’ are rooted in racism?

Poop is our connection to the world. The world moves through us! It is a circle, we give back the life that sustains us. We are all interconnected.